Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Raging & Powerless

Driving to work today listening to "I'm So Sick" by "Flyleaf" I realized I was pissed. I have some issues with rage going on.

I'm not sure where it came from but I have the feeling that it is directed at me.

I've been feeling pretty effin powerless lately.

Powerless over my jobs.

Powerless over my kids.

Powerless over being lonely.

Powerless over my future
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SOMEWHERE in the steps there is supposed to be freedom in powerlessness. But just for today.....I am not finding it at all.

2 comments:

Jennifer F. said...

Wow, thank you for your raw honesty. I think that sharing your journey through this process is really going to help others. You'll be in my prayers. Just now came across your site -- glad to have found it!

Tara said...

Thanks Jennifer. I love your page too. I loved the scorpian story. I lived in FL and let me tell you..they are pretty creepy.

I would have loved to share that feta cheese thing you made.