Spiritually, I'm fine. I know that I am on target with my walk. My life. But there is always this 'thing' that hangs over my head with ministry. I don't fit in. How long should I stay and pound on the door??
Really, isn't there a shortage of workers out there? Why do I have to be so unorthodox? Why do I have to rebel against the machine?? This puts me in a very lonely and vulnerable place. I'm not sure where God is taking me. Sometimes I feel as tho I should join the ranks of the 'leaving the organized church' movement. There is serenity there. Just some deep ramblings.....
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